Monday, July 17, 2006

Questioning Loyalties.

The world is 'coming of age'. The difference lies in the pretext. While some are flaunting their era-aged 'rights' and fundamentals through revolution, the rest of the world is dawning on realization. While some are fighting for reasons that they are yet to completely understand, purely propelled by some kind of fascist propaganda that they have learnt by rote, the others are now questioning tradition, questioning the propensity of thoughts and ideals that people have blindly followed over the years, and conveyed through pedigree to generations. Somehow, in some hemi-fantasmic way, I can represent this, in vision, by saying that while half the world is laid to sleep by the blindness of their faith, the rest of the world is now awakening by the true perception of their world. People have now begun to question everything around them, and have begun to do what's right for them, and are breaking out of the cocoon of convention to do so. And pretty soon, the veil of guilt, that prevents them from savoring their new-found happiness to the fullest, will fall. Who would've ever thought, that you can find peace within yourself, when you begin questioning loyalties.

Its heartwarming, to say the least.

As for the girl with the broken smile, just know that i will always be here. just know that no one, and i mean no one, has ever graced a piano with a magic touch, the way you have. just know that your music emanates from your heart and i love the way music is not just a part of your life, but your way of life. just know that you will be missed. truly.

In other news........... nah.... wouldn't be fair to the integrity of my words, to say anything else. Love thyself, everyone.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Questioning loyalties.... that seemed interesting. what was your thought process?

Hrshyskss said...

Why should you feel hurt if your spouse found something intriguing in someonelse and decided to go explore that thought and sleeps with someone else? Why should you feel hurt if he/she did something that made him/her happy? Why should you let that element that makes your spouse happy--why should you let that factor be a cause of your pain? Why should that hurt?


You don't know...

...but it just does.

it just does...

it hurts.


It's nothing that you have control over. It's supposed to hurt. Why would one want to go through training his/her mind so that he/she does not get hurt by such an act--when as human beings as well as other animals our innate instinct is to feel emotions? How do dolphins save humans from sharks and bears take care of little girls and primates nurse our babies, how do we show compassion for a wounded dog or an old woman hurt on the street, how do we do this if we stopped feeling? We can't pick which emotions to feel--either we feel or we don't. Once you train yourself to not let it hurt, --you'll stop feeling everything. Why would anyone want to become a cold-hearted stone with nothing to give or offer to anyone because he/she is now empty inside...


But to not let it hurt would mean to make myself stop feeling...
To stop feeling would mean to make myself not human...